Changing my life is going to require a lot of thought and hard work - probably no different than any other life but of course, this one is mine so it feels special, unique.
It's taking me longer to bloom than most I think, partly because I was spawned in chaos that seems to have followed me and partly because I've been so afraid to let the chaos go since it's all that I know.
I'm tired of being trapped in this cycle. I need stability and authentic progress.
more to come.
